The worst case scenario is always just a negative emotion.
If you are willing to feel any emotion, you can handle anything that might happen.
This is true vulnerability, authenticity, and strength.
I want to get the full experience of this life, which includes the entire spectrum of human emotion.
Its not supposed to be happy all the time. It's supposed to be everything at different times, and that's ok.
This is normal, and even good. This is what it means to be alive.